"I can very well do without God both in my life and in my painting, but I cannot, suffering as I am, do without something which is greater than I am, which is my life, the power to create"
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The subtext is need, not ideology. Van Gogh frames spirituality as an instrument: if it doesn’t stabilize him, he will reach for the thing that does. There’s an implicit rebuke to piety that asks the suffering to endure quietly. He can’t. His pain demands an outlet with velocity, something that metabolizes anguish into form. In that sense, “greater than I am” isn’t a deity hovering above the world; it’s an internal current that overruns the self, a compulsion that makes him feel both possessed and purposeful.
Context matters: this is a man acquainted with religious vocation (he once pursued preaching) and with mental torment that repeatedly threatened to unmake him. The line “suffering as I am” isn’t decorative; it’s the engine. Creation becomes survival technology, a rival faith that offers no comfort but does offer motion. Van Gogh isn’t claiming art redeems the world. He’s saying it keeps him alive long enough to keep seeing it.
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Gogh, Vincent Van. (2026, January 18). I can very well do without God both in my life and in my painting, but I cannot, suffering as I am, do without something which is greater than I am, which is my life, the power to create. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-can-very-well-do-without-god-both-in-my-life-15002/
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Gogh, Vincent Van. "I can very well do without God both in my life and in my painting, but I cannot, suffering as I am, do without something which is greater than I am, which is my life, the power to create." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-can-very-well-do-without-god-both-in-my-life-15002/.
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"I can very well do without God both in my life and in my painting, but I cannot, suffering as I am, do without something which is greater than I am, which is my life, the power to create." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-can-very-well-do-without-god-both-in-my-life-15002/. Accessed 15 Feb. 2026.












