"I carried out my orders until arrested. I had no sense that I was spying, and I ask that this be taken into account in deciding my verdict"
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The subtext hinges on a razor-thin distinction between intention and label. “I had no sense that I was spying” is less naivete than a tactical appeal to mens rea: he’s asking the tribunal to recognize that espionage isn’t just an act, it’s a purpose. He presents himself as a man operating inside a chain of command, not a private schemer. That matters because show trials don’t really prosecute actions; they prosecute meanings. If the regime can pin “spy” on him, it can delegitimize the entire moral universe that produced his orders.
Context does the rest. Pilecki was the Polish underground officer who infiltrated Auschwitz and later became a liability to a postwar communist state eager to erase competing claims to heroism. The quote works because it refuses melodrama. It treats the verdict as if it were still a legal question, forcing the reader to feel the gap between law as procedure and law as theater. His last request is modest, almost bureaucratic - and that understatement is the indictment.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Pilecki, Witold. (n.d.). I carried out my orders until arrested. I had no sense that I was spying, and I ask that this be taken into account in deciding my verdict. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-carried-out-my-orders-until-arrested-i-had-no-94331/
Chicago Style
Pilecki, Witold. "I carried out my orders until arrested. I had no sense that I was spying, and I ask that this be taken into account in deciding my verdict." FixQuotes. Accessed February 2, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-carried-out-my-orders-until-arrested-i-had-no-94331/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I carried out my orders until arrested. I had no sense that I was spying, and I ask that this be taken into account in deciding my verdict." FixQuotes, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-carried-out-my-orders-until-arrested-i-had-no-94331/. Accessed 2 Feb. 2026.





