"I certainly wasn't able to get it when I was a kid growing up on the Lower East Side; it was very hard at that time for me to balance what I really believed was the right way to live with the violence I saw all around me - I saw too much of it among the people I knew"
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The intent is quietly defensive, too. Scorsese frames his upbringing as a reason for his obsessions rather than an excuse for them. “I certainly wasn’t able to get it” suggests he once wanted clarity, maybe even peace, but couldn’t secure it because the environment kept rewriting the rules. That tension - between “the right way to live” and the violence “all around me” - is basically the engine of his filmography: characters who can articulate virtue, even yearn for it, yet find themselves trapped in systems where violence isn’t a failure of morality, it’s a form of social currency.
Subtextually, he’s pointing at how violence normalizes itself. He doesn’t say he witnessed it from a safe distance; he saw it “among the people I knew,” which collapses the comforting separation between monsters and neighbors. That proximity is what makes Scorsese’s work feel less like crime spectacle and more like confession: the brutality is intimate, familiar, almost communal.
Context matters: a kid in a mid-century immigrant neighborhood, later a Catholic filmmaker, trying to reconcile belief with observation. The quote explains why his movies don’t moralize from on high. They stare straight at the contradiction and refuse to let anyone off the hook, including the storyteller.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Scorsese, Martin. (2026, January 18). I certainly wasn't able to get it when I was a kid growing up on the Lower East Side; it was very hard at that time for me to balance what I really believed was the right way to live with the violence I saw all around me - I saw too much of it among the people I knew. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-certainly-wasnt-able-to-get-it-when-i-was-a-kid-17188/
Chicago Style
Scorsese, Martin. "I certainly wasn't able to get it when I was a kid growing up on the Lower East Side; it was very hard at that time for me to balance what I really believed was the right way to live with the violence I saw all around me - I saw too much of it among the people I knew." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-certainly-wasnt-able-to-get-it-when-i-was-a-kid-17188/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I certainly wasn't able to get it when I was a kid growing up on the Lower East Side; it was very hard at that time for me to balance what I really believed was the right way to live with the violence I saw all around me - I saw too much of it among the people I knew." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-certainly-wasnt-able-to-get-it-when-i-was-a-kid-17188/. Accessed 7 Feb. 2026.

