"I continued to study Math and Physics on my own, but one and a half years later I realized that I did want to be a composer, and after that I never changed my mind"
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The line lands with the blunt certainty of a conversion story, except the “religion” is composition and the discarded faith is Math and Physics. Ligeti frames his path not as a romantic calling but as a considered pivot: he keeps studying the hard sciences “on my own,” signaling discipline, curiosity, and a mind trained to test possibilities rather than chase vibes. Then comes the hinge: “I realized.” No epiphany fireworks, just a verdict. The calmness is the point.
The subtext is that the usual art-school narrative (genius struck by muse) doesn’t apply. Ligeti presents composing as an act of deliberate self-definition, almost like choosing a research problem. That matters culturally because his music often feels engineered: dense textures, polyrhythms, sonic “systems” that can read like physics rendered in sound. By mentioning Math and Physics, he quietly claims those methods as part of his toolkit even as he rejects them as a career identity.
Context sharpens it further. Ligeti’s life was shaped by war, authoritarian control, and displacement; certainty is not a frivolous aesthetic pose but a survival tactic. “After that I never changed my mind” isn’t just stubbornness. It’s a refusal to be re-routed by institutions, borders, or trends. The sentence compresses a whole artistic ethic: experiment widely, decide cleanly, commit absolutely. That’s how a composer becomes not merely talented, but unignorable.
The subtext is that the usual art-school narrative (genius struck by muse) doesn’t apply. Ligeti presents composing as an act of deliberate self-definition, almost like choosing a research problem. That matters culturally because his music often feels engineered: dense textures, polyrhythms, sonic “systems” that can read like physics rendered in sound. By mentioning Math and Physics, he quietly claims those methods as part of his toolkit even as he rejects them as a career identity.
Context sharpens it further. Ligeti’s life was shaped by war, authoritarian control, and displacement; certainty is not a frivolous aesthetic pose but a survival tactic. “After that I never changed my mind” isn’t just stubbornness. It’s a refusal to be re-routed by institutions, borders, or trends. The sentence compresses a whole artistic ethic: experiment widely, decide cleanly, commit absolutely. That’s how a composer becomes not merely talented, but unignorable.
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