"I desire so to conduct the affairs of this administration that if at the end... I have lost every other friend on earth, I shall at least have one friend left, and that friend shall be down inside of me"
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The subtext is a quiet rebuke to the transactional culture of power. Lincoln isn’t pretending he can govern without enemies; he’s acknowledging that governing will manufacture them. “Conduct the affairs of this administration” turns morality into administration, suggesting conscience isn’t a private virtue but a method of running a government: decisions, appointments, compromises, even betrayals must be weighed against an internal witness. The striking image of that friend “down inside of me” is more courtroom than church: an inner juror, not a guardian angel.
Context sharpens the stakes. Lincoln entered national leadership amid intense polarization and suspicion, with slavery and union already cracking the political order. He would have known that any serious action would alienate allies North and South, radicals and moderates alike. The sentence anticipates loneliness as the price of consequence. It’s also political theater with a moral spine: by locating his ultimate accountability in his own conscience, Lincoln claims a kind of sovereignty that parties can’t revoke. That’s why it works as rhetoric: it makes ethical steadiness sound like survival, and solitude sound like proof.
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| Topic | Honesty & Integrity |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Lincoln, Abraham. (2026, January 17). I desire so to conduct the affairs of this administration that if at the end... I have lost every other friend on earth, I shall at least have one friend left, and that friend shall be down inside of me. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-desire-so-to-conduct-the-affairs-of-this-33858/
Chicago Style
Lincoln, Abraham. "I desire so to conduct the affairs of this administration that if at the end... I have lost every other friend on earth, I shall at least have one friend left, and that friend shall be down inside of me." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-desire-so-to-conduct-the-affairs-of-this-33858/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I desire so to conduct the affairs of this administration that if at the end... I have lost every other friend on earth, I shall at least have one friend left, and that friend shall be down inside of me." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-desire-so-to-conduct-the-affairs-of-this-33858/. Accessed 26 Feb. 2026.







