"I did not think that I was angry, but clearly anger was reflected in my writing. I did not think that I had been affected emotionally, but it was clear from my writing that I was still very emotional about the trial some six months after it ended"
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The specific intent is to reclaim credibility by acknowledging bias before critics can weaponize it. He’s pre-empting the reader’s suspicion that the memoir is driven by resentment or wounded pride, and flipping that suspicion into candor. It’s also a quiet argument about trauma: you don’t have to feel “angry” in real time to be acting out anger; you can remain “very emotional” long after the cameras move on because the body keeps different calendars than the news cycle.
The subtext is professional and racial, too. Darden became a public symbol inside a trial that was never just a trial. His claim of surprise at his own anger suggests the pressure to perform composure, to be the reasonable institutional face while the country projected its anxieties onto him. Six months later, the writing proves what the role demanded he deny: he was affected, and the affect had a voice.
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| Topic | Anger |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Darden, Christopher. (2026, January 17). I did not think that I was angry, but clearly anger was reflected in my writing. I did not think that I had been affected emotionally, but it was clear from my writing that I was still very emotional about the trial some six months after it ended. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-did-not-think-that-i-was-angry-but-clearly-45363/
Chicago Style
Darden, Christopher. "I did not think that I was angry, but clearly anger was reflected in my writing. I did not think that I had been affected emotionally, but it was clear from my writing that I was still very emotional about the trial some six months after it ended." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-did-not-think-that-i-was-angry-but-clearly-45363/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I did not think that I was angry, but clearly anger was reflected in my writing. I did not think that I had been affected emotionally, but it was clear from my writing that I was still very emotional about the trial some six months after it ended." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-did-not-think-that-i-was-angry-but-clearly-45363/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.






