"I didn't actually realise what apartheid meant. I'm probably a bit naive, but I thought it was more of a vague segregation, like on the beaches and buses"
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His phrasing reveals the soft myths many outsiders carried: that apartheid was basically American-style segregation with a different accent, a matter of buses and beaches rather than a state-built machine of classification, forced removals, pass laws, and sanctioned violence. “Vague segregation” is the tell. It’s not cruelty denied so much as cruelty blurred, the way history becomes trivia when it isn’t pressing on your own body. “I’m probably a bit naive” functions as both confession and shield - an appeal to innocence that also exposes a wider cultural laziness: if you grew up in postwar Britain, you could consume headlines, tour the world, and still file racism under “unpleasant but manageable.”
The intent isn’t to excuse apartheid; it’s to narrate the moment of realizing you’d underestimated it. That’s what makes it useful. It captures how political awakening often happens in the negative: not through ideology, but through the embarrassment of discovering your mental model was too small. In the context of globally touring rock in the 1970s and 80s - when artists were being pushed to take positions on South Africa - Deacon’s understatement becomes a portrait of pop culture’s default setting: talented, mobile, and dangerously unbriefed.
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Deacon, John. (2026, January 18). I didn't actually realise what apartheid meant. I'm probably a bit naive, but I thought it was more of a vague segregation, like on the beaches and buses. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-actually-realise-what-apartheid-meant-im-7044/
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Deacon, John. "I didn't actually realise what apartheid meant. I'm probably a bit naive, but I thought it was more of a vague segregation, like on the beaches and buses." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-actually-realise-what-apartheid-meant-im-7044/.
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"I didn't actually realise what apartheid meant. I'm probably a bit naive, but I thought it was more of a vague segregation, like on the beaches and buses." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-actually-realise-what-apartheid-meant-im-7044/. Accessed 10 Feb. 2026.




