"I didn't fear failure. I expected failure"
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The subtext is immigrant and outsider psychology without ever naming it. Tan’s work often lives inside the pressure cooker of family expectation, cultural translation, and the sense of being judged by rules you didn’t write. In that world, “failure” isn’t a single bad review or a missed opportunity; it’s a looming verdict about belonging. Expecting it becomes a way to keep moving anyway, to treat setbacks as weather rather than prophecy.
It also reframes ambition. Expecting failure doesn’t mean aiming low; it means decoupling effort from the fantasy of guaranteed reward. For a novelist especially, where the process is built on drafts that don’t work and stories that collapse, Tan is pointing to a craft ethic: you don’t write from confidence, you write through uncertainty. The line’s power is its refusal to romanticize grit. It’s a portrait of persistence stripped of pep talk, built from the kind of clear-eyed pessimism that can, paradoxically, keep a person free.
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| Topic | Failure |
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