"I didn't have any doubts about my choice of career, but I had constant doubts about my ability, yes"
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The line works because it refuses the tidy narrative that talent equals confidence. Farrell’s “constant doubts” don’t read as false modesty so much as an honest report from a profession built on ruthless daily audits. Ballet doesn’t let you hide behind good intentions. The mirror, the barre, the rehearsal room, the casting sheet: all of it is a feedback loop that can make even the most “chosen” career feel conditional, revocable at any moment. When she says “ability,” she’s not talking about vague competence; she’s talking about the body as instrument, the margin for error measured in millimeters, the fact that a career can hinge on a tendon, a turn, a director’s mood.
There’s also subtext in the structure: “I didn’t have any doubts... but...” The “but” is where the real story lives. It suggests an identity-level commitment to dance that outlasts reassurance, applause, even mentorship. Coming from a woman whose artistry was celebrated and scrutinized in equal measure, it reads as a corrective to the romance of genius: conviction doesn’t cancel vulnerability; it just gives it somewhere to report for work every day.
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| Topic | Confidence |
|---|---|
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Farrell, Suzanne. (2026, January 15). I didn't have any doubts about my choice of career, but I had constant doubts about my ability, yes. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-have-any-doubts-about-my-choice-of-career-151485/
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Farrell, Suzanne. "I didn't have any doubts about my choice of career, but I had constant doubts about my ability, yes." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-have-any-doubts-about-my-choice-of-career-151485/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I didn't have any doubts about my choice of career, but I had constant doubts about my ability, yes." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-have-any-doubts-about-my-choice-of-career-151485/. Accessed 3 Feb. 2026.




