"I didn't know how to kill off a character unless I was able, as a narrator, to get really complicated. Because it was a big deal. I'd never killed a character before"
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The word "complicated" is doing double duty. On the craft level, it signals an anxiety about narrative plausibility: a character can't just be removed like a chess piece without the surrounding social fabric showing strain. On the ethical level, "complicated" is a hedge against exploitation. Writers can sensationalize death because it reads as importance. Moody implies the opposite: if you can't complicate the telling, you're probably romanticizing the violence or using it as emotional shortcut.
"I'd never killed a character before" lands with an almost sheepish candor, but it's also a quiet declaration of stakes. It hints at a moment in a writer's life when the private game of imagination starts to resemble the real world: choices have consequences, even if only on the page. The subtext is professional coming-of-age. Moody is describing the instant when fiction stops being primarily about control and starts being about responsibility - to the characters, to the reader's trust, and to the strange intimacy a narrator creates when they decide who gets to survive.
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Moody, Rick. (2026, January 16). I didn't know how to kill off a character unless I was able, as a narrator, to get really complicated. Because it was a big deal. I'd never killed a character before. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-know-how-to-kill-off-a-character-unless-i-88184/
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Moody, Rick. "I didn't know how to kill off a character unless I was able, as a narrator, to get really complicated. Because it was a big deal. I'd never killed a character before." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-know-how-to-kill-off-a-character-unless-i-88184/.
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"I didn't know how to kill off a character unless I was able, as a narrator, to get really complicated. Because it was a big deal. I'd never killed a character before." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-know-how-to-kill-off-a-character-unless-i-88184/. Accessed 16 Feb. 2026.



