"I didn't know what to do with myself. I wasn't excited by the teaching of the school. If they'd been intent on really teaching you things, I would have been a little more attentive"
About this Quote
As an actress, Cilento is also describing a mismatch between a mind hungry for technique and a system designed for compliance. "Excited" is the key word: she’s naming education as a spark, not a syllabus. The subtext is that curiosity is a resource schools can either cultivate or waste - and wasting it produces not laziness, but drift. Her "I would have been a little more attentive" is understated in a way that reads like performance: polite phrasing masking anger. It’s the kind of line that lets her keep dignity while indicting authority.
Contextually, a young woman coming of age in mid-century schooling would have met tight expectations: decorum, rote learning, limited permission to be ambitious. Cilento’s complaint isn’t that rules existed; it’s that imagination wasn’t on the curriculum. The quote works because it flips responsibility. The student isn’t failing the school. The school is failing the student.
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| Topic | Teaching |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Cilento, Diane. (2026, January 17). I didn't know what to do with myself. I wasn't excited by the teaching of the school. If they'd been intent on really teaching you things, I would have been a little more attentive. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-know-what-to-do-with-myself-i-wasnt-60768/
Chicago Style
Cilento, Diane. "I didn't know what to do with myself. I wasn't excited by the teaching of the school. If they'd been intent on really teaching you things, I would have been a little more attentive." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-know-what-to-do-with-myself-i-wasnt-60768/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I didn't know what to do with myself. I wasn't excited by the teaching of the school. If they'd been intent on really teaching you things, I would have been a little more attentive." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-know-what-to-do-with-myself-i-wasnt-60768/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.



