"I didn't know what was going through my mind"
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The intent is disarming: a way to describe pressure without romanticizing it. Elite tennis, especially in Sabatini's era, asked women to be both gladiator and diplomat: fierce on court, composed off it, accessible to media. Saying she didn't know what's happening upstairs punctures that expectation. It quietly pushes back against the demand that champions always understand themselves, always have a takeaway.
The subtext is that performance doesn't always come from conscious control. In tennis, the mind can become an unreliable narrator: momentum swings, a double fault, a roaring crowd, a sudden flash of self-consciousness. Athletes are taught to "stay present", yet Sabatini admits presence can be impossible to locate. That admission also protects her: it sidesteps simplistic blame ("I choked") and simplistic heroism ("I believed"). It's messier, and therefore truer.
Contextually, it fits an athlete who competed under intense scrutiny and helped define a global, media-saturated women's tour. The line reads like a small act of rebellion against sports culture's obsession with mental certainty - a reminder that even at the top, the inner experience can be fog, not film.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Sabatini, Gabriela. (2026, January 16). I didn't know what was going through my mind. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-know-what-was-going-through-my-mind-84214/
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Sabatini, Gabriela. "I didn't know what was going through my mind." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-know-what-was-going-through-my-mind-84214/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I didn't know what was going through my mind." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-know-what-was-going-through-my-mind-84214/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.








