"I didn't think about whether I was writing poems. I was thinking. And the more I was thinking, the more there was, I didn't understand"
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Then the turn: “And the more I was thinking, the more there was I didn’t understand.” That’s not self-deprecation; it’s an aesthetic program. Understanding is not the goal that crowns the poem, but the pressure that generates it. Each new thought expands the perimeter of the unknown, like a flashlight revealing how big the darkness is. The subtext pushes against the workshop myth that writing is “expression” of what you already know. Antin is insisting that real thinking is inherently destabilizing, and the honest poem documents that destabilization rather than tidying it up.
Context matters because Antin’s reputation is built on “talk poems” and improvisational performances that blur lecture, anecdote, and lyric. The line reads like a manifesto for process art: composition as live inquiry, where meaning is negotiated in real time with an audience and with language itself. It’s also a rebuke to the market’s demand for polished takeaways. Antin offers something riskier: a poem that refuses to pretend the mind has reached a conclusion just because the page ends.
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Antin, David. (2026, February 18). I didn't think about whether I was writing poems. I was thinking. And the more I was thinking, the more there was, I didn't understand. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-think-about-whether-i-was-writing-poems-i-60228/
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Antin, David. "I didn't think about whether I was writing poems. I was thinking. And the more I was thinking, the more there was, I didn't understand." FixQuotes. February 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-think-about-whether-i-was-writing-poems-i-60228/.
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"I didn't think about whether I was writing poems. I was thinking. And the more I was thinking, the more there was, I didn't understand." FixQuotes, 18 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-didnt-think-about-whether-i-was-writing-poems-i-60228/. Accessed 26 Feb. 2026.




