"I do remember that I was sitting in the make-up chair before the shoots for a commercial or film or other, and I thought: Sometime soon they are going to make a close-up of me and millions of people can see how many pimples I've got on my cheeks"
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What makes the line land is how ordinary the detail is. Not a grand anxiety about fame, but cheeks, pimples, close-up. It’s the banality that exposes the cruelty. Close-ups are supposed to deliver intimacy and charisma; for a young actor, they also function like surveillance, turning the body’s most uncooperative phase into evidence. The phrase “commercial or film or other” reads like a blur of gigs, suggesting an assembly line where you’re constantly being readied, corrected, and evaluated.
The subtext is a quiet loss of control. He “thought” it in the chair, not on set, because the panic arrives before the performance. The industry’s promise is transformation; his fear is that the camera will refuse the fantasy and report the unflattering truth. In the pre-social-media era, that vulnerability was still mass-mediated, but no less real: a reminder that celebrity culture doesn’t just watch you grow up, it grades you while you do.
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| Topic | Anxiety |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Brandis, Jonathan. (2026, January 16). I do remember that I was sitting in the make-up chair before the shoots for a commercial or film or other, and I thought: Sometime soon they are going to make a close-up of me and millions of people can see how many pimples I've got on my cheeks. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-do-remember-that-i-was-sitting-in-the-make-up-92064/
Chicago Style
Brandis, Jonathan. "I do remember that I was sitting in the make-up chair before the shoots for a commercial or film or other, and I thought: Sometime soon they are going to make a close-up of me and millions of people can see how many pimples I've got on my cheeks." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-do-remember-that-i-was-sitting-in-the-make-up-92064/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I do remember that I was sitting in the make-up chair before the shoots for a commercial or film or other, and I thought: Sometime soon they are going to make a close-up of me and millions of people can see how many pimples I've got on my cheeks." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-do-remember-that-i-was-sitting-in-the-make-up-92064/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.





