"I don't know why I did it"
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Four words that try to launder a horror into a shrug. "I don't know why I did it" is less an explanation than an escape hatch: a preemptive strike against motive, and by extension, against judgment. In Susan Smith's context, the line lands with an extra chill because her public story began as performance -- a fabricated carjacking and an invented Black suspect -- and only later collapsed into confession. After a narrative built on deliberate details, "I don't know" reads as strategy, not mystery.
The specific intent is twofold. First, it narrows the conversation. If motive is unknowable, then scrutiny feels cruel, even voyeuristic; the speaker becomes a patient rather than a perpetrator. Second, it courts a certain kind of mercy: not "I am innocent", but "I am broken". It's a pivot from agency to pathology, from choice to fog.
The subtext is also about control. Smith can't retract what happened, but she can contest what it means. An unknowable motive implies an event that erupted, not one that was planned. It asks the audience to accept a blank space where accountability usually lives.
Culturally, the quote plays into a familiar American bargain: we demand motive as the price of comprehension. When motive is withheld, we either fill it with something comforting (mental illness, stress, tragedy) or something monstrous (pure evil). Smith offers the former without naming it, inviting empathy while keeping the ugliest calculations offstage. The line works because it weaponizes uncertainty: it sounds like honesty, but it functions like insulation.
The specific intent is twofold. First, it narrows the conversation. If motive is unknowable, then scrutiny feels cruel, even voyeuristic; the speaker becomes a patient rather than a perpetrator. Second, it courts a certain kind of mercy: not "I am innocent", but "I am broken". It's a pivot from agency to pathology, from choice to fog.
The subtext is also about control. Smith can't retract what happened, but she can contest what it means. An unknowable motive implies an event that erupted, not one that was planned. It asks the audience to accept a blank space where accountability usually lives.
Culturally, the quote plays into a familiar American bargain: we demand motive as the price of comprehension. When motive is withheld, we either fill it with something comforting (mental illness, stress, tragedy) or something monstrous (pure evil). Smith offers the former without naming it, inviting empathy while keeping the ugliest calculations offstage. The line works because it weaponizes uncertainty: it sounds like honesty, but it functions like insulation.
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| Topic | Learning from Mistakes |
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