"I don't remember going to bed, but in the morning, there I was"
About this Quote
The intent is classic Bukowski minimalism-as-moral posture. He doesn’t ask for sympathy or redemption; he reports a fact and lets the reader supply the wreckage. That restraint is the subtext’s engine. “I don’t remember” hints at blackout culture, at a self that routinely slips its own leash. “But in the morning, there I was” carries the stubborn, almost irritating persistence of existence: you can attempt to opt out for a night, but consciousness resets like a cheap appliance.
Context matters: Bukowski’s persona is the anti-hero of American postwar grit, the working-class barfly who turns failure into a style and style into an alibi. This sentence reads like a micro-version of that whole project. It’s funny, but it’s also a critique of romanticizing collapse. The punchline is that nothing transformed. There’s no epiphany, only the grim continuity of “there I was” - the same guy, in the same life, again. The world doesn’t punish him with tragedy; it punishes him with persistence.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Bukowski, Charles. (2026, February 10). I don't remember going to bed, but in the morning, there I was. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-remember-going-to-bed-but-in-the-morning-185181/
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Bukowski, Charles. "I don't remember going to bed, but in the morning, there I was." FixQuotes. February 10, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-remember-going-to-bed-but-in-the-morning-185181/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I don't remember going to bed, but in the morning, there I was." FixQuotes, 10 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-remember-going-to-bed-but-in-the-morning-185181/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.



