"I don't think I was really addicted. I used it as a party tool"
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The subtext is gendered and generational. For a male musician, drugs often get folded into mythology: chaos as creative fuel, wreckage as proof of authenticity. For a woman in country music - a genre that markets “good girls” and “bad girls” as interchangeable costumes - the same behavior reads as disorder, irresponsibility, moral failure. Tucker’s phrasing tries to keep the edge without conceding the collapse. She’s claiming agency: I wasn’t consumed; I was performing.
It also reads like the language of someone who’s been forced, repeatedly, to answer for her private life in public. “Party tool” is blunt, almost workmanlike. It strips the romance from getting high and exposes it as utility: a social lubricant, a coping mechanism, a way to keep up with a scene designed to grind people down. The line doesn’t ask for absolution; it asks for control over the narrative.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Tucker, Tanya. (2026, January 17). I don't think I was really addicted. I used it as a party tool. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-think-i-was-really-addicted-i-used-it-as-a-71558/
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Tucker, Tanya. "I don't think I was really addicted. I used it as a party tool." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-think-i-was-really-addicted-i-used-it-as-a-71558/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I don't think I was really addicted. I used it as a party tool." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-think-i-was-really-addicted-i-used-it-as-a-71558/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.







