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"I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done"

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A confession like this is designed to sound like remorse, but it also carefully relocates the drama from the victims to the speaker. “I don’t think” is the first tell: a hedge that keeps the statement in the realm of feeling, not fact. Then comes “ever,” an absolute that performs lifelong punishment in a single word. It’s a sentence built to signal moral seriousness without offering anything concrete - no naming of harm, no acknowledgment of who suffered, no acceptance of consequences beyond private anguish. The grammar makes the self the stage.

With Susan Smith, that staging matters. Her case was defined not just by the killings but by the elaborate narrative she initially offered the public: a fabricated carjacking by a Black man that mobilized racist panic and media sympathy. In that context, “forgive myself” reads less like accountability and more like image management after the image collapses. It’s an appeal to the audience’s preferred storyline - the sinner who knows she’s a sinner - while skirting the ugliest parts of what she did: the calculated deceit, the instrumentalization of racial fear, the way public empathy was treated as a resource to exploit.

The line also smuggles in a subtle request: if she can’t forgive herself, maybe you shouldn’t either, but you might pity her for carrying the burden. That’s the emotional sleight of hand. It doesn’t ask for absolution outright; it tries to earn it by performing permanent self-condemnation, turning remorse into a kind of currency.

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APA Style (7th ed.)
Smith, Susan. (2026, January 16). I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-think-i-will-ever-be-able-to-forgive-90140/

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Smith, Susan. "I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-think-i-will-ever-be-able-to-forgive-90140/.

MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-think-i-will-ever-be-able-to-forgive-90140/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

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Susan Smith (born September 26, 1971) is a Criminal from USA.

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