"I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done"
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With Susan Smith, that staging matters. Her case was defined not just by the killings but by the elaborate narrative she initially offered the public: a fabricated carjacking by a Black man that mobilized racist panic and media sympathy. In that context, “forgive myself” reads less like accountability and more like image management after the image collapses. It’s an appeal to the audience’s preferred storyline - the sinner who knows she’s a sinner - while skirting the ugliest parts of what she did: the calculated deceit, the instrumentalization of racial fear, the way public empathy was treated as a resource to exploit.
The line also smuggles in a subtle request: if she can’t forgive herself, maybe you shouldn’t either, but you might pity her for carrying the burden. That’s the emotional sleight of hand. It doesn’t ask for absolution outright; it tries to earn it by performing permanent self-condemnation, turning remorse into a kind of currency.
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| Topic | Forgiveness |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Smith, Susan. (2026, January 16). I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-think-i-will-ever-be-able-to-forgive-90140/
Chicago Style
Smith, Susan. "I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-think-i-will-ever-be-able-to-forgive-90140/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-think-i-will-ever-be-able-to-forgive-90140/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.






