"I don't think you can ever regain your ignorance"
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Ignorance, in Carla Bley’s framing, isn’t a moral failure; it’s a temporary kind of freedom. Once you’ve heard too much, learned too much, lived through enough scenes and eras, you can’t go back to the clean, unpressured first listen. For a musician whose career was built on curiosity and reinvention, that’s not a lament so much as a hard truth about the price of depth.
The line works because it treats knowledge as irreversible, almost physical. “Regain” suggests you might want it back the way you might want back youth or anonymity, but the sentence shuts that fantasy down. In jazz and avant-garde music especially, ignorance can mean innocence: the ability to play without self-consciousness, to write without hearing the entire canon leaning over your shoulder, to make a wrong turn and not immediately recognize it as wrong. Experience brings better taste and sharper tools; it also installs an internal editor that never sleeps.
Bley’s subtext feels autobiographical and generational. She came up in a world where improvisers and composers were constantly negotiating between tradition and rupture. After enough gigs, records, and collaborators, you start to anticipate outcomes. Even rebellion gets predictable. The quote quietly argues that the artist’s job isn’t to chase lost innocence but to build a new kind of openness inside expertise: to stay permeable while carrying the weight of what you know. That tension is basically the whole modern creative condition.
The line works because it treats knowledge as irreversible, almost physical. “Regain” suggests you might want it back the way you might want back youth or anonymity, but the sentence shuts that fantasy down. In jazz and avant-garde music especially, ignorance can mean innocence: the ability to play without self-consciousness, to write without hearing the entire canon leaning over your shoulder, to make a wrong turn and not immediately recognize it as wrong. Experience brings better taste and sharper tools; it also installs an internal editor that never sleeps.
Bley’s subtext feels autobiographical and generational. She came up in a world where improvisers and composers were constantly negotiating between tradition and rupture. After enough gigs, records, and collaborators, you start to anticipate outcomes. Even rebellion gets predictable. The quote quietly argues that the artist’s job isn’t to chase lost innocence but to build a new kind of openness inside expertise: to stay permeable while carrying the weight of what you know. That tension is basically the whole modern creative condition.
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| Topic | Knowledge |
|---|---|
| Source | Help us find the source |
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