"I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I've had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted"
About this Quote
The subtext isn’t simply sadness; it’s resentment at the moral pressure to keep performing recovery. “Try, try again” reads like a nursery rhyme turned weapon, the kind of cheery imperative other people toss at you when they don’t have to live inside your days. “I just want out” flirts with the ambiguity that makes Wurtzel’s work so radioactive and so recognizable: “out” could mean escape from expectations, from a life that feels pre-scripted, from depression itself, or from living. The sentence won’t clarify, because depression doesn’t.
Context matters: Wurtzel emerged as the emblematic voice of a confessional, late-20th-century media moment that rewarded rawness while pathologizing it. “I am twenty” is the twist of the knife. Youth is supposed to be infinite runway; she frames it as mileage. The exhaustion isn’t earned by age but by relentless internal weather. The quote works because it makes fatigue legible without sanitizing it, rejecting uplift and daring the reader to sit with the unmarketable truth: sometimes “keep going” is just another demand.
Quote Details
| Topic | Sadness |
|---|---|
| Source | Help us find the source |
| Cite | Cite this Quote |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Wurtzel, Elizabeth. (2026, January 17). I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I've had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-want-any-more-vicissitudes-i-dont-want-any-73058/
Chicago Style
Wurtzel, Elizabeth. "I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I've had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-want-any-more-vicissitudes-i-dont-want-any-73058/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I've had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-want-any-more-vicissitudes-i-dont-want-any-73058/. Accessed 4 Feb. 2026.




