"I don't want it to be all that self-conscious or artificial, but it really grows out of my having invented myself as a listener so that I could hear her voice"
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The subtext is that artlessness is often a performance. Banks is wary of sounding like a writer congratulating himself for sensitivity, yet he can’t avoid the fact that sensitivity here is engineered. "Grows out of" is craft language pretending to be organic; "invented" is craft language dropping the pretense. What makes the line work is its double-bind honesty: he wants authenticity, but he knows authenticity is produced through choices, posture, and discipline.
Contextually, Banks is describing a creative and ethical stance that shows up across his fiction: the writer as someone who must make room for other lives without ventriloquizing them. "Her voice" suggests a specific woman, but it also gestures at the perennial problem of representation: to hear someone clearly, you may need to change who you are. Listening becomes self-revision, and self-revision becomes the condition for any voice to arrive on the page without being flattened into the author's ego.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Banks, Russell. (2026, January 17). I don't want it to be all that self-conscious or artificial, but it really grows out of my having invented myself as a listener so that I could hear her voice. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-want-it-to-be-all-that-self-conscious-or-81123/
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Banks, Russell. "I don't want it to be all that self-conscious or artificial, but it really grows out of my having invented myself as a listener so that I could hear her voice." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-want-it-to-be-all-that-self-conscious-or-81123/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I don't want it to be all that self-conscious or artificial, but it really grows out of my having invented myself as a listener so that I could hear her voice." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dont-want-it-to-be-all-that-self-conscious-or-81123/. Accessed 22 Feb. 2026.


