"I dropped to the lowest point when I allowed my children to go down that ramp into the water without me"
About this Quote
The specific intent is reputational triage. In the public imagination, Smith’s case is a nightmare of maternal betrayal; this line tries to re-cast her as a tragic figure paralyzed at the edge of catastrophe, someone who suffered alongside the children instead of orchestrating their deaths. “Without me” is the emotional lure: it invites the listener to picture a mother left behind, grieving, rather than a perpetrator choosing distance.
The subtext is a bid for diminished culpability through pathos. She locates moral collapse not in the decision to kill but in the failure to join them, as if the real sin were cowardice instead of intent. Context matters: Smith initially claimed a carjacking, weaponizing racial panic to redirect blame. Against that backdrop, this quote reads as a late-stage recalibration - not confession in full moral terms, but a carefully staged sentence designed to make the unthinkable sound, for a moment, like human error.
Quote Details
| Topic | Mother |
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| Source | Help us find the source |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Smith, Susan. (2026, January 16). I dropped to the lowest point when I allowed my children to go down that ramp into the water without me. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dropped-to-the-lowest-point-when-i-allowed-my-95035/
Chicago Style
Smith, Susan. "I dropped to the lowest point when I allowed my children to go down that ramp into the water without me." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dropped-to-the-lowest-point-when-i-allowed-my-95035/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I dropped to the lowest point when I allowed my children to go down that ramp into the water without me." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-dropped-to-the-lowest-point-when-i-allowed-my-95035/. Accessed 5 Feb. 2026.




