"I experience a period of frightening clarity in those moments when nature is so beautiful. I am no longer sure of myself, and the paintings appear as in a dream"
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The subtext is a confession about authorship. We like to imagine the painter as master of his vision, translating what he sees into art through will and technique. Van Gogh admits the opposite: in moments of heightened beauty, he becomes less certain, less sovereign. “I am no longer sure of myself” suggests an ego slipping its moorings, a psychological vertigo that makes creation feel less like control and more like surrender. The paintings “appear as in a dream” implies they arrive already half-formed, with the logic of the unconscious: vivid, coherent, and impossible to fully explain.
Context matters because Van Gogh’s life is often reduced to melodrama, but this is craft-talk with stakes. He’s describing the engine behind his distortions and radiance: not fantasy for its own sake, but an attempt to match an experience that’s too intense for ordinary realism. The line captures why his work still lands now: it frames beauty as something that can unmake you, and art as the emergency language you reach for when it does.
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"I experience a period of frightening clarity in those moments when nature is so beautiful. I am no longer sure of myself, and the paintings appear as in a dream." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-experience-a-period-of-frightening-clarity-in-15004/. Accessed 5 Feb. 2026.





