"I feel as though I have lived many lives, experienced the heights and depths of each and like the waves of the ocean, never known rest. Throughout the years, I have looked always for the unusual, for the wonderful, for the mysteries at the heart of life"
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That phrasing matters because it swaps politics for aesthetics. Riefenstahl doesn’t name power, ideology, or responsibility; she names sensation and wonder. It’s a familiar maneuver in her legacy: reposition the filmmaker not as an architect of propaganda but as a fearless explorer of beauty. “Many lives” becomes a preemptive defense, implying complexity so vast it cannot be reduced to a single historical role. The subtext is less confession than alibi: if she is a wave, how could she be held to account like a person?
The context is what gives the lyricism its edge. Riefenstahl’s formal innovations and her collaboration with the Nazi regime are inseparable in public memory, and she spent decades insisting on an artistic innocence. This quote continues that project. By spotlighting mystery and wonder, she invites an audience to look at her the way her camera looked at bodies and spectacle: in awe, suspended in admiration, less inclined to ask who arranged the stage and to what end.
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| Topic | Meaning of Life |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Riefenstahl, Leni. (2026, January 16). I feel as though I have lived many lives, experienced the heights and depths of each and like the waves of the ocean, never known rest. Throughout the years, I have looked always for the unusual, for the wonderful, for the mysteries at the heart of life. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-as-though-i-have-lived-many-lives-102255/
Chicago Style
Riefenstahl, Leni. "I feel as though I have lived many lives, experienced the heights and depths of each and like the waves of the ocean, never known rest. Throughout the years, I have looked always for the unusual, for the wonderful, for the mysteries at the heart of life." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-as-though-i-have-lived-many-lives-102255/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I feel as though I have lived many lives, experienced the heights and depths of each and like the waves of the ocean, never known rest. Throughout the years, I have looked always for the unusual, for the wonderful, for the mysteries at the heart of life." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-as-though-i-have-lived-many-lives-102255/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.






