"I feel I've lived so long, and went through so much, that all I want is calm and rest"
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The intent feels double-edged. On the surface, it’s a plea for calm and rest, the vocabulary of someone who’s spent years living at an emergency pitch. Underneath, it’s also a claim to authority: I’ve paid the entry fee in blood and years, so I’m entitled to want quiet now. That subtext matters because in Israel’s political culture, biography is argument. A life “lived so long” becomes a credential, a shield against charges of softness or retreat.
Context sharpens the resignation. Dayan’s career ran through the foundational traumas and triumphs of the state - the pre-state militias, the 1948 war, the 1956 Sinai campaign, the 1967 war, and the shattering hangover of 1973. Even in victory, the costs accumulated: moral injury, strategic doubt, and the knowledge that security is never finished work. “Went through so much” compresses decades of escalation into a single, human sentence.
What makes the quote work is its refusal to romanticize endurance. It punctures the heroic soldier narrative with something more unsettling: the admission that constant conflict doesn’t harden you forever; it hollows you out, until tranquility stops sounding like a slogan and starts sounding like survival.
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| Topic | Aging |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Dayan, Moshe. (2026, January 16). I feel I've lived so long, and went through so much, that all I want is calm and rest. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-ive-lived-so-long-and-went-through-so-much-100199/
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Dayan, Moshe. "I feel I've lived so long, and went through so much, that all I want is calm and rest." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-ive-lived-so-long-and-went-through-so-much-100199/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I feel I've lived so long, and went through so much, that all I want is calm and rest." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-ive-lived-so-long-and-went-through-so-much-100199/. Accessed 5 Feb. 2026.




