"I feel sick if I have to do something for the money. I can't breathe. I'm not proud of myself"
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The intent reads less like moral posturing than a plea for oxygen: she’s naming the claustrophobia of being cornered into choices that don’t match her taste, values, or sense of craft. Actors are expected to be both artists and products, and the market is eager to flatten that tension into a brand narrative. Green pushes back by making the cost unglamorous. She doesn’t say she’s “selective”; she says she can’t breathe. That’s a different kind of authority: not status, but sensitivity.
Subtextually, it’s also a critique of how the industry frames agency. The public sees “choice” everywhere - sign the contract, cash the check. What Green highlights is the internal coercion: mortgages, career momentum, fear of disappearing, the pressure to stay visible. “I’m not proud of myself” isn’t a call for pity; it’s a refusal to launder necessity into virtue. In a culture that treats self-compromise as professionalism, her discomfort becomes a kind of integrity test she’s still failing, in real time.
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Green, Eva. (n.d.). I feel sick if I have to do something for the money. I can't breathe. I'm not proud of myself. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-sick-if-i-have-to-do-something-for-the-67326/
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Green, Eva. "I feel sick if I have to do something for the money. I can't breathe. I'm not proud of myself." FixQuotes. Accessed February 2, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-sick-if-i-have-to-do-something-for-the-67326/.
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"I feel sick if I have to do something for the money. I can't breathe. I'm not proud of myself." FixQuotes, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-sick-if-i-have-to-do-something-for-the-67326/. Accessed 2 Feb. 2026.




