"I feel that I see John Lennon now as not a celebrity. I did then. I saw him as a cardboard cutout on an album cover"
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The intent is self-exculpatory masquerading as insight. Chapman offers a diagnosis of media culture - the way mass fame converts people into images - but he uses it to narrate his own dehumanization as if it were an inevitable side effect of pop. The subtext is permission: if Lennon is an object, then violence becomes a kind of interaction with an object, not a person with a family, a body, a future.
Context matters because Lennon’s celebrity was unusually charged: ex-Beatle, political mouthpiece, public experiment in domesticity, the kind of figure onto whom strangers projected their disappointments and desires. Chapman’s phrasing betrays the logic of parasocial obsession at its most terminal: the fan’s intimacy is built entirely from surfaces, so the real man can only register as an intrusion. By insisting he “did then” see Lennon this way, Chapman also tries to make the act feel pre-scripted, as though culture committed the crime and he merely carried it out. That’s the most cynical move of all.
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Chapman, Mark David. (2026, January 17). I feel that I see John Lennon now as not a celebrity. I did then. I saw him as a cardboard cutout on an album cover. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-that-i-see-john-lennon-now-as-not-a-69505/
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Chapman, Mark David. "I feel that I see John Lennon now as not a celebrity. I did then. I saw him as a cardboard cutout on an album cover." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-that-i-see-john-lennon-now-as-not-a-69505/.
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"I feel that I see John Lennon now as not a celebrity. I did then. I saw him as a cardboard cutout on an album cover." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-that-i-see-john-lennon-now-as-not-a-69505/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.



