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Happiness Quote by Esa-Pekka Salonen

"I feel very free and very happy to be a composer"

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There is a quiet provocation in Salonen pairing "free" with "composer" - a job most people imagine as solitary genius, but that in practice is hemmed in by commissions, deadlines, orchestral politics, and the gravitational pull of the canon. When he says he feels "very free", he is also telling you what he has escaped: the expectation that a modern classical musician must choose a tribe. Conductor or composer. Interpreter or inventor. European modernist severity or crowd-pleasing accessibility. Salonen's career has been a high-wire act across those binaries, and the line reads like a small manifesto: I get to move between worlds without apologizing.

The repetition of "very" matters. It's not poetic flourish; it's the language of relief, the kind you use when you realize the door you assumed was locked is actually open. Salonen came up in a late-20th-century ecosystem where "serious" composition could feel like a moral test - be difficult, be new, be rigorous, don't be sentimental. Yet his music often insists on physical pleasure: pulse, color, propulsion. "Happy" is an almost taboo word in certain new-music circles, which is precisely why it lands. It's a claim that joy can be an artistic stance, not a surrender.

In context, the quote also functions as reputational counter-programming. A famous conductor declaring happiness to compose signals agency: composition isn't a side project or prestige accessory; it's where he gets to stop serving history and start making it.

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Salonen, Esa-Pekka. (2026, January 17). I feel very free and very happy to be a composer. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-very-free-and-very-happy-to-be-a-composer-47379/

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"I feel very free and very happy to be a composer." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-very-free-and-very-happy-to-be-a-composer-47379/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.

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Esa-Pekka Salonen (born June 30, 1958) is a Musician from Finland.

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