"I feel very free and very happy to be a composer"
About this Quote
The repetition of "very" matters. It's not poetic flourish; it's the language of relief, the kind you use when you realize the door you assumed was locked is actually open. Salonen came up in a late-20th-century ecosystem where "serious" composition could feel like a moral test - be difficult, be new, be rigorous, don't be sentimental. Yet his music often insists on physical pleasure: pulse, color, propulsion. "Happy" is an almost taboo word in certain new-music circles, which is precisely why it lands. It's a claim that joy can be an artistic stance, not a surrender.
In context, the quote also functions as reputational counter-programming. A famous conductor declaring happiness to compose signals agency: composition isn't a side project or prestige accessory; it's where he gets to stop serving history and start making it.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Salonen, Esa-Pekka. (2026, January 17). I feel very free and very happy to be a composer. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-very-free-and-very-happy-to-be-a-composer-47379/
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Salonen, Esa-Pekka. "I feel very free and very happy to be a composer." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-very-free-and-very-happy-to-be-a-composer-47379/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I feel very free and very happy to be a composer." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-feel-very-free-and-very-happy-to-be-a-composer-47379/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.


