"I felt that I had been influenced by being in the city enough and I wanted to go off by myself to see what was going on. I remember going out there and looking in the mirror and thinking I wasn't anything"
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The pivot is physical and narrative: "go off by myself". This isn't the romantic retreat of the genius in the woods; it's a diagnostic move. In the avant-garde ecosystems Mitchell came up through - where collectives, loft scenes, and constant proximity can turn aesthetics into uniforms - leaving is a way to hear what remains when the social feedback loop is gone. It's also a refusal of the city's implied audition: the pressure to be legible, to be "something" in the eyes of peers and gatekeepers.
The mirror moment lands with a spare, bracing anti-mythology. "I wasn't anything" isn't self-pity so much as a stripping-down, a reset to zero. For an artist associated with AACM rigor and experiment, nothingness can be productive: an empty staff, a silence before the next sound. The subtext is that identity - artistic and personal - isn't discovered in the crowd but composed, and composition sometimes begins by admitting you don't yet have a shape worth defending.
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Mitchell, Roscoe. (2026, January 16). I felt that I had been influenced by being in the city enough and I wanted to go off by myself to see what was going on. I remember going out there and looking in the mirror and thinking I wasn't anything. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-felt-that-i-had-been-influenced-by-being-in-the-88617/
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Mitchell, Roscoe. "I felt that I had been influenced by being in the city enough and I wanted to go off by myself to see what was going on. I remember going out there and looking in the mirror and thinking I wasn't anything." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-felt-that-i-had-been-influenced-by-being-in-the-88617/.
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"I felt that I had been influenced by being in the city enough and I wanted to go off by myself to see what was going on. I remember going out there and looking in the mirror and thinking I wasn't anything." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-felt-that-i-had-been-influenced-by-being-in-the-88617/. Accessed 20 Feb. 2026.



