"I felt that there were so many people doing it that I would just be like one of the others"
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The subtext is a culture where “clean” isn’t a moral category so much as a competitive disadvantage. “One of the others” is the tell: it suggests a herd mentality, but also a kind of refuge. If wrongdoing is normalized, individual guilt diffuses. The language of sameness becomes a shield against accountability - not just hers, but the sport’s. It’s the psychological move that turns an ethical breach into a market correction.
In the context of track and field’s doping eras, the quote reads like an x-ray of a system that rewards results and externalizes the costs. The pressure isn’t only medals and money; it’s the fear of being the lone purist in a race that’s already been rigged. White’s phrasing also hints at how institutions and peer networks can create an unofficial consensus: you don’t have to be told to cheat when the incentives shout it.
What makes the line work is its deadpan honesty. It doesn’t ask for absolution; it implicates a whole ecosystem where conformity can feel like survival.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
White, Kelli. (2026, January 15). I felt that there were so many people doing it that I would just be like one of the others. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-felt-that-there-were-so-many-people-doing-it-167902/
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White, Kelli. "I felt that there were so many people doing it that I would just be like one of the others." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-felt-that-there-were-so-many-people-doing-it-167902/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I felt that there were so many people doing it that I would just be like one of the others." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-felt-that-there-were-so-many-people-doing-it-167902/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.




