"I find it difficult to explain, but I'm quite ashamed of being an actress"
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The phrase "I find it difficult to explain" is doing heavy lifting. It signals that the shame is not a neat moral stance but a tangle of class, temperament, and cultural baggage. For a British actor of her generation, "actress" can still carry an antique whiff of spectacle and social suspicion: performance as something faintly indecorous, not quite work in the Protestant sense, not quite art in the consecrated sense. The subtext is less "acting is bad" than "being looked at for a living does strange things to the self". Shame becomes a defense against vanity, a way to keep the ego on a short leash.
It also reads as a comment on the asymmetry of the job: you pretend convincingly, then strangers treat the pretense as if it reveals your soul. That gap between private identity and public consumption can breed embarrassment, even contempt, for the machine that rewards you. Thomas isn't begging to be absolved; she's marking distance from the role of Celebrity Actress, insisting on the discomfort that glamour is designed to hide.
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