"I find myself thinking: Oh God, now what? I always have to have a new plan, otherwise I get very, very bored"
About this Quote
The key word is “have.” This isn’t curiosity; it’s compulsion. She’s not saying she likes plans, she’s saying plans keep her from something worse: boredom as emotional free fall. In entertainment culture, boredom isn’t quaint idleness - it’s irrelevance. The industry rewards people who can keep generating “the next” version of themselves, so the subtext is a kind of negotiated truce with pressure: if she’s always plotting, she’s always safe.
There’s also a sly self-awareness in the escalation to “very, very bored.” The repetition signals that she knows how melodramatic it sounds, but also how real it is. That’s why it works: it turns what could be read as ambition into a recognizably human itch, the modern condition of living on deadlines, cycles, and reinventions - with the uneasy suspicion that stopping would mean disappearing.
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| Topic | Reinvention |
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Goddard, Trisha. (2026, January 16). I find myself thinking: Oh God, now what? I always have to have a new plan, otherwise I get very, very bored. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-find-myself-thinking-oh-god-now-what-i-always-134849/
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Goddard, Trisha. "I find myself thinking: Oh God, now what? I always have to have a new plan, otherwise I get very, very bored." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-find-myself-thinking-oh-god-now-what-i-always-134849/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I find myself thinking: Oh God, now what? I always have to have a new plan, otherwise I get very, very bored." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-find-myself-thinking-oh-god-now-what-i-always-134849/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.





