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"I find to my mixed astonishment that I do dream, but I didn't know it"

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Sturgeon’s line lands like a private revelation delivered with a shrug: of course I dream, and yet I had no idea. The “mixed astonishment” is the tell. It’s not wonder in the romantic sense; it’s the disorienting discovery that something intimate has been happening behind your back, nightly, in your own skull. The sentence performs that double-take in real time, pivoting on the blandly logical “but” that makes the admission feel almost bureaucratic. The effect is slyly comic and faintly unsettling.

The intent feels less like reporting a fun fact and more like poking at the myth of self-knowledge. Dreaming is the most ordinary human activity that still reads as paranormal when you remember it. Sturgeon treats it as evidence that the mind is not a unified narrator but a messy committee: one part of you goes off and stages elaborate productions while another part stays convinced nothing happened. That gap between experience and awareness is where his science fiction so often lives - not in rockets, but in the eerie normality of realizing you’re a stranger to yourself.

Contextually, Sturgeon wrote in an era when Freudian residue, Cold War anxieties, and the genre’s own maturation were pushing speculative fiction inward. His best work insists that the future isn’t just technological; it’s psychological. This quote compresses that worldview into a single, modest confession: the weird is not “out there.” It’s already been visiting you every night.

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Sturgeon, Theodore. (2026, January 16). I find to my mixed astonishment that I do dream, but I didn't know it. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-find-to-my-mixed-astonishment-that-i-do-dream-91159/

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Sturgeon, Theodore. "I find to my mixed astonishment that I do dream, but I didn't know it." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-find-to-my-mixed-astonishment-that-i-do-dream-91159/.

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"I find to my mixed astonishment that I do dream, but I didn't know it." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-find-to-my-mixed-astonishment-that-i-do-dream-91159/. Accessed 11 Feb. 2026.

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Theodore Sturgeon (February 26, 1918 - May 8, 1985) was a Writer from USA.

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