"I found, when I left, that there were others who felt the same way. We'd meet, they'd come and seek me out, we'd talk about the future. And I found that their depression and pessimism was every bit as acute as mine"
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The rhetorical force is in the doubling: "we'd meet... they'd come... we'd talk". The repetition mimics the rhythm of underground contact, a pattern of discreet gatherings that replaces open debate. And then the kicker: their despair is "every bit as acute as mine". That phrase refuses the romantic myth of the lone dissident. Soyinka, the celebrated dramatist, doesn’t elevate his suffering above the crowd; he levels it. Acute means clinical, cutting, and immediate - not a vague melancholy, but a diagnosis of the times.
Context matters: Soyinka’s career is braided with confrontation - prison, censorship, exile - under regimes that made pessimism a rational assessment. The subtext is bracing: when a society drives its most outspoken artists away, it doesn’t erase dissent. It redistributes it, compresses it, and, in private, makes it contagious.
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| Topic | Mental Health |
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Soyinka, Wole. (2026, January 16). I found, when I left, that there were others who felt the same way. We'd meet, they'd come and seek me out, we'd talk about the future. And I found that their depression and pessimism was every bit as acute as mine. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-found-when-i-left-that-there-were-others-who-129787/
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Soyinka, Wole. "I found, when I left, that there were others who felt the same way. We'd meet, they'd come and seek me out, we'd talk about the future. And I found that their depression and pessimism was every bit as acute as mine." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-found-when-i-left-that-there-were-others-who-129787/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I found, when I left, that there were others who felt the same way. We'd meet, they'd come and seek me out, we'd talk about the future. And I found that their depression and pessimism was every bit as acute as mine." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-found-when-i-left-that-there-were-others-who-129787/. Accessed 18 Feb. 2026.






