"I grew up with Apocalypse Now and Badlands, so I had a real awe thing going"
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The phrase “a real awe thing” does double work. It’s actor-talk that dodges pretension while admitting something close to reverence. Cole isn’t claiming he studied technique; he’s confessing to being stunned into seriousness. Awe is the emotional gateway drug to craft: you see work that feels larger than its makers, and you start chasing the feeling rather than the job title. The understatement is the tell. Actors often perform humility around their influences because worship can sound like name-dropping; Cole’s slangy phrasing keeps the temperature human.
Context matters, too. Cole came up in the long shadow of 1970s auteur cinema, when Hollywood’s most mainstream offerings could be morally murky, formally risky, and spiritually bruising. If you “grew up with” those films, you didn’t just learn what stories could do - you learned they could cost something. The subtext is ambition with a tremor in it: admiration laced with the suspicion that greatness is intimidating, maybe even dangerous, but irresistible all the same.
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Cole, Gary. (2026, January 15). I grew up with Apocalypse Now and Badlands, so I had a real awe thing going. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-grew-up-with-apocalypse-now-and-badlands-so-i-158292/
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Cole, Gary. "I grew up with Apocalypse Now and Badlands, so I had a real awe thing going." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-grew-up-with-apocalypse-now-and-badlands-so-i-158292/.
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"I grew up with Apocalypse Now and Badlands, so I had a real awe thing going." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-grew-up-with-apocalypse-now-and-badlands-so-i-158292/. Accessed 4 Feb. 2026.


