"I guess I didn't feel confident enough to be searching in a big public way. I was very content at the time to toil in obscurity on things that I thought might point me in certain directions or teach me certain things - not knowing what that would be"
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“Toil in obscurity” is the key phrase: it’s blue-collar language applied to artistic development, and it quietly rejects the myth of the overnight prodigy. He isn’t romanticizing suffering; he’s describing a deliberate incubation period, where the work is allowed to be bad, private, and purely educational. That’s the subtext: obscurity as protection. Not from failure itself, but from failure becoming a brand before you’ve even figured out what you’re trying to say.
The most revealing clause is the last one - “not knowing what that would be.” For a director known for restless experimentation (jumping between studio films, indies, genre exercises, formal tricks), this is practically a mission statement. He’s arguing that the point of early projects isn’t to declare your identity; it’s to discover it. In today’s culture of constant self-narration and strategic visibility, Soderbergh’s modesty reads almost radical: a reminder that “finding your voice” often happens offstage, when nobody is watching, and when you’re not yet sure what success is supposed to look like.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Soderbergh, Steven. (2026, January 16). I guess I didn't feel confident enough to be searching in a big public way. I was very content at the time to toil in obscurity on things that I thought might point me in certain directions or teach me certain things - not knowing what that would be. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-guess-i-didnt-feel-confident-enough-to-be-99198/
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Soderbergh, Steven. "I guess I didn't feel confident enough to be searching in a big public way. I was very content at the time to toil in obscurity on things that I thought might point me in certain directions or teach me certain things - not knowing what that would be." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-guess-i-didnt-feel-confident-enough-to-be-99198/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I guess I didn't feel confident enough to be searching in a big public way. I was very content at the time to toil in obscurity on things that I thought might point me in certain directions or teach me certain things - not knowing what that would be." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-guess-i-didnt-feel-confident-enough-to-be-99198/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.








