"I had a very bad time with acid. I did that classic thing of looking in the mirror by mistake and seeing the devil. But I took it several times, because you always think that next time you might have the wonderful time that everyone else is having"
About this Quote
The mirror moment is the quote’s sharpest image. Looking for yourself and finding “the devil” isn’t just a bad hallucination; it’s a collapse of the boundary between curiosity and self-erasure. The “by mistake” matters, too. He’s not presenting himself as a fearless explorer of consciousness but as someone who wandered into a doorway he didn’t understand was there. That undercuts the heroic narrative people like to tell about drugs: the real danger isn’t only excess, it’s casualness.
Then comes the most honest part: he did it again. Not because it was good, but because of hope and social comparison. “Everyone else” is the quiet villain here - the pressure of other people’s allegedly transformative experiences, the fear you’re missing the version of yourself who can handle it. Coltrane exposes a particularly modern engine of self-harm: the belief that a bad outcome is a personal failure you can redeem with one more try.
Quote Details
| Topic | Learning from Mistakes |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Coltrane, Robbie. (2026, January 16). I had a very bad time with acid. I did that classic thing of looking in the mirror by mistake and seeing the devil. But I took it several times, because you always think that next time you might have the wonderful time that everyone else is having. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-a-very-bad-time-with-acid-i-did-that-107808/
Chicago Style
Coltrane, Robbie. "I had a very bad time with acid. I did that classic thing of looking in the mirror by mistake and seeing the devil. But I took it several times, because you always think that next time you might have the wonderful time that everyone else is having." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-a-very-bad-time-with-acid-i-did-that-107808/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I had a very bad time with acid. I did that classic thing of looking in the mirror by mistake and seeing the devil. But I took it several times, because you always think that next time you might have the wonderful time that everyone else is having." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-a-very-bad-time-with-acid-i-did-that-107808/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.



