"I had hope, however; I had been wounded seven times during the war, and once before in this same lung; and I did not believe I was going to die"
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The syntax does quiet work. He doesn’t say, “I knew I’d live.” He says, “I did not believe I was going to die.” That negative construction is telling: not certainty, but a practiced disbelief, the mental trick of a man who has trained himself to treat danger as routine. The sentence also carries a gambler’s fallacy of invincibility, the idea that previous wins create a pattern the universe must honor. It’s bravado, but with a clinical inventory of damage that makes the bravado credible.
Context matters because James is not a soldier recounting valor; he’s a criminal borrowing the language of war to launder violence into biography. By invoking “during the war,” he plugs himself into a larger American narrative of conflict and endurance, even as his postwar life turned that experience into notoriety and predation. The subtext is self-authorship: if he can narrate his wounds as evidence, he can narrate his life as fate. The irony, of course, is that the danger he can’t outshoot is not the battlefield but intimacy and betrayal, the mundane vulnerability of being known.
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| Topic | War |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
James, Jesse. (2026, January 15). I had hope, however; I had been wounded seven times during the war, and once before in this same lung; and I did not believe I was going to die. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-hope-however-i-had-been-wounded-seven-times-146490/
Chicago Style
James, Jesse. "I had hope, however; I had been wounded seven times during the war, and once before in this same lung; and I did not believe I was going to die." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-hope-however-i-had-been-wounded-seven-times-146490/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I had hope, however; I had been wounded seven times during the war, and once before in this same lung; and I did not believe I was going to die." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-hope-however-i-had-been-wounded-seven-times-146490/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.





