"I had not seen that until - and when it first came out I was told. I had not seen or been aware of all of that physical evidence. And when I saw it, I was horrified. It was so astounding to me to see that there was that much evidence"
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The key phrase is “physical evidence.” Hearst isn’t reacting to ideology or narrative, but to something that can be photographed, catalogued, replayed on television. In a case that became a national obsession - the kidnapped heiress turned apparent revolutionary - “evidence” wasn’t merely courtroom material; it was mass media content. The public watched her through grainy surveillance frames and broadcast tapes, then decided what kind of person she “really” was. Her horror reads as both personal and tactical: she’s asserting a self that had been kept from the full record, and implicitly challenging the idea that the record cleanly maps onto intent.
“It was so astounding... that there was that much evidence” is also a small, revealing concession. She doesn’t dispute that the material exists; she disputes her relationship to it. That’s the subtext: an attempt to relocate culpability from character to circumstance - coercion, manipulation, compartmentalization - without sounding like an excuse. In celebrity cases, innocence and performance get tangled. Hearst’s voice tries to pry them apart by treating the camera as witness and adversary at once.
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| Topic | Fear |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Hearst, Patty. (2026, January 17). I had not seen that until - and when it first came out I was told. I had not seen or been aware of all of that physical evidence. And when I saw it, I was horrified. It was so astounding to me to see that there was that much evidence. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-not-seen-that-until-and-when-it-first-79281/
Chicago Style
Hearst, Patty. "I had not seen that until - and when it first came out I was told. I had not seen or been aware of all of that physical evidence. And when I saw it, I was horrified. It was so astounding to me to see that there was that much evidence." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-not-seen-that-until-and-when-it-first-79281/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I had not seen that until - and when it first came out I was told. I had not seen or been aware of all of that physical evidence. And when I saw it, I was horrified. It was so astounding to me to see that there was that much evidence." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-not-seen-that-until-and-when-it-first-79281/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.






