"I had not yet gotten into the world of light. But I felt as one who, standing outside, could knock against the wall and hear an answering knock from within"
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The genius of the passage is its refusal of the clean breakthrough narrative. He “had not yet gotten into” the world - the verb makes it physical, almost bureaucratic - yet he can “knock against the wall” and get “an answering knock from within.” That response is the eerie, intimate thrill of encountering structure before you can name it: a hint that the universe is coherent, that your half-formed intuitions rhyme with something established behind the barrier. He’s describing mathematical contact at the edge of comprehension, where you can sense the presence of a system without possessing the keys.
The subtext is equal parts longing and validation. The wall implies exclusion and delay; the answering knock implies that his mind is already in dialogue with the tradition he can’t yet access. It’s also an early portrait of imposter syndrome without the modern label: the fear that you’re outside the room where real people do real work, paired with the private evidence - those answering knocks - that you might belong there after all.
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| Topic | Hope |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Newcomb, Simon. (2026, January 16). I had not yet gotten into the world of light. But I felt as one who, standing outside, could knock against the wall and hear an answering knock from within. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-not-yet-gotten-into-the-world-of-light-but-91916/
Chicago Style
Newcomb, Simon. "I had not yet gotten into the world of light. But I felt as one who, standing outside, could knock against the wall and hear an answering knock from within." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-not-yet-gotten-into-the-world-of-light-but-91916/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I had not yet gotten into the world of light. But I felt as one who, standing outside, could knock against the wall and hear an answering knock from within." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-not-yet-gotten-into-the-world-of-light-but-91916/. Accessed 10 Feb. 2026.




