"I had to get in touch with the source, I had to go back into my abandonment issues with my mother, I had to go into issues with my father I hadn't even looked at before"
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The repeated “I had to” matters. It’s not therapy-speak meant to sound enlightened; it’s compulsion, a deadline imposed by the psyche. He frames the “source” as both artistic and personal, collapsing the romantic idea of inspiration into something more unglamorous: a reckoning. For a musician known to many as the clean, high-gloss soundtrack of American momentum (“Ride Like the Wind,” “Danger Zone”), the line quietly rewires his public image. The guy who scored motion and adrenaline is admitting the engine was always loss.
The subtext is that avoidance has a shelf life. “Issues with my father I hadn’t even looked at before” points to a particular kind of masculinity: you can outwork, outsing, and outrun certain questions for decades, until you can’t. He’s also hinting at the cost of performance - not just onstage, but the performance of being fine. The intent isn’t confession for its own sake; it’s accountability. If you want the real song, he suggests, you don’t chase hooks. You chase the wound that taught you to reach for them.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Loggins, Kenny. (2026, January 15). I had to get in touch with the source, I had to go back into my abandonment issues with my mother, I had to go into issues with my father I hadn't even looked at before. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-to-get-in-touch-with-the-source-i-had-to-go-156498/
Chicago Style
Loggins, Kenny. "I had to get in touch with the source, I had to go back into my abandonment issues with my mother, I had to go into issues with my father I hadn't even looked at before." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-to-get-in-touch-with-the-source-i-had-to-go-156498/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I had to get in touch with the source, I had to go back into my abandonment issues with my mother, I had to go into issues with my father I hadn't even looked at before." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-to-get-in-touch-with-the-source-i-had-to-go-156498/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.


