"I had what AA calls 'a convincer' - which made me realize that I couldn't do it any more. I went out drinking for about 70 hours here in London. At the end I knew I was done"
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The specificity of “about 70 hours here in London” does two things at once. It strips away celebrity gloss by anchoring the story in ugly logistics - duration, location, stamina - while also evoking a city where drinking can feel less like a problem than a cultural tempo. London isn’t just scenery; it’s an ecosystem that can normalize excess, especially for an actor living on adrenaline, late nights, and porous boundaries between performance and self.
“I couldn’t do it any more” lands as both physical exhaustion and moral surrender. Then the pivot: “At the end I knew I was done.” Not “I decided,” not “I vowed,” but “I knew” - an appeal to certainty that’s almost clinical. The subtext is that sobriety begins when the story stops being about willpower and starts being about reality-testing. For an actor whose job is controlled transformation, this is the moment he stops believing his own improv and accepts a script he can’t rewrite: the drinking ends, or he does.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Oldman, Gary. (2026, January 18). I had what AA calls 'a convincer' - which made me realize that I couldn't do it any more. I went out drinking for about 70 hours here in London. At the end I knew I was done. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-what-aa-calls-a-convincer-which-made-me-18771/
Chicago Style
Oldman, Gary. "I had what AA calls 'a convincer' - which made me realize that I couldn't do it any more. I went out drinking for about 70 hours here in London. At the end I knew I was done." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-what-aa-calls-a-convincer-which-made-me-18771/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I had what AA calls 'a convincer' - which made me realize that I couldn't do it any more. I went out drinking for about 70 hours here in London. At the end I knew I was done." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-had-what-aa-calls-a-convincer-which-made-me-18771/. Accessed 18 Feb. 2026.


