"I hated the whole idea of being an actress. I used to throw up before every performance and cry afterward"
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Holliday’s timing matters. She rose in an era when female comic intelligence was often packaged as “cute” or “dizzy,” even when the performer was razor-sharp. Her Oscar-winning breakthrough in Born Yesterday made her famous for playing a “dumb blonde” who isn’t dumb at all. The subtext here reads like a private protest against a system that rewards women for seeming effortless while demanding punishing effort. Anxiety becomes the hidden labor behind the smile.
The intent, then, is disarmingly clarifying: to separate craft from persona. She’s telling you she could do the job - brilliantly - while detesting what the job required her to be. In a culture that treats performance as proof of ease, Holliday offers the more unsettling truth: talent and terror can occupy the same body, night after night.
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| Topic | Anxiety |
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Holliday, Judy. (2026, January 17). I hated the whole idea of being an actress. I used to throw up before every performance and cry afterward. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-hated-the-whole-idea-of-being-an-actress-i-used-73833/
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Holliday, Judy. "I hated the whole idea of being an actress. I used to throw up before every performance and cry afterward." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-hated-the-whole-idea-of-being-an-actress-i-used-73833/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I hated the whole idea of being an actress. I used to throw up before every performance and cry afterward." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-hated-the-whole-idea-of-being-an-actress-i-used-73833/. Accessed 9 Feb. 2026.



