"I have always been with me, but not always conscious of my presence"
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The intent feels less confessional than diagnostic. Cadenas isn’t staging a dramatic revelation; he’s pointing to the everyday anesthesia that keeps people moving through their lives on borrowed scripts: habit, politics, survival, ego. The subtext is a critique of modern distraction, but also of any ideology - including spiritual ones - that pretends self-knowledge is automatic or permanent. “Presence” suggests something almost meditative: a self that can be attended to like breath, not possessed like property.
Context matters: Cadenas is a Venezuelan poet shaped by political disillusionment and inner reckoning, writing in a Latin American tradition where the personal and civic frequently bleed together. In that light, “not always conscious” hints at what repression and turbulence do to interior life: they can make the self go dim, not through death but through noise. The line works because it makes alienation sound simple, then lets the simplicity sting. It leaves you with an unnerving possibility: you can survive for years and still fail to show up for your own existence.
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| Topic | Self-Love |
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Cadenas, Rafael. (2026, January 15). I have always been with me, but not always conscious of my presence. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-always-been-with-me-but-not-always-172269/
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Cadenas, Rafael. "I have always been with me, but not always conscious of my presence." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-always-been-with-me-but-not-always-172269/.
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"I have always been with me, but not always conscious of my presence." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-always-been-with-me-but-not-always-172269/. Accessed 18 Feb. 2026.







