"I have been sitting watching that ever since I came back, the continuous variations of light and shadow"
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“Ever since I came back” is doing more work than it admits. Return from where? War, travel, exile, simple absence - the quote keeps it unsaid, and that omission thickens the air. Coming back implies a before-and-after self, a body present again in a familiar place but with a changed register of perception. Watching becomes a way to re-enter life gently, almost suspiciously, by focusing on what can’t be argued with: light moves; shadows shift; time passes. It’s sensory evidence when memory and emotion might be unreliable.
The phrase “continuous variations” borrows a scientific patience, as if he’s recording an experiment rather than indulging a reverie. Yet it’s also poet’s language: variation suggests music, a theme repeatedly altered. Light and shadow become the score of ordinary hours, and the watcher becomes both audience and instrument, recalibrating. In Lee’s orbit of autobiographical lyricism, the intent isn’t escapism; it’s recovery through noticing, a faith that beauty returns first as a minor change on a wall.
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Lee, Laurie. (2026, January 16). I have been sitting watching that ever since I came back, the continuous variations of light and shadow. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-been-sitting-watching-that-ever-since-i-113991/
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Lee, Laurie. "I have been sitting watching that ever since I came back, the continuous variations of light and shadow." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-been-sitting-watching-that-ever-since-i-113991/.
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"I have been sitting watching that ever since I came back, the continuous variations of light and shadow." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-been-sitting-watching-that-ever-since-i-113991/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.









