"I have dreamed in my life, dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas; they have gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the color of my mind"
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The simile is the masterstroke: “like wine through water.” It’s not wine into water, a comforting dilution, but wine through it, as if the mind were a porous medium. The image carries two implications at once. First, inevitability: once wine passes through, the water is no longer “itself.” Second, irreversible staining: “altered the color of my mind” frames consciousness as something you can tint permanently, not merely persuade. Bronte doesn’t claim enlightenment; she describes contamination that somehow becomes aesthetic, even desirable. Wine is pleasure, intoxication, sacrament. Dreams, then, are both seduction and conversion.
Context matters. Bronte wrote in a culture that prized moral clarity and social legibility, especially for women, yet her fiction (Wuthering Heights most of all) insists on the unruly interior: obsession, wild attachment, a self that refuses polite borders. This sentence reads like a quiet manifesto for that project. She’s legitimizing the inner life as an engine of transformation, arguing that what happens in the unseen can be more consequential than what happens in public. The subtext is almost defiant: I was changed by forces you can’t audit, and I’m not apologizing for the person they made.
Quote Details
| Topic | Change |
|---|---|
| Source | Wuthering Heights (Emily Bronte), 1847. Passage spoken by Catherine Earnshaw; commonly cited in Chapter IX of the novel. |
| Cite | Cite this Quote |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Bronte, Emily. (n.d.). I have dreamed in my life, dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas; they have gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the color of my mind. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-dreamed-in-my-life-dreams-that-have-stayed-15159/
Chicago Style
Bronte, Emily. "I have dreamed in my life, dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas; they have gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the color of my mind." FixQuotes. Accessed February 2, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-dreamed-in-my-life-dreams-that-have-stayed-15159/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I have dreamed in my life, dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas; they have gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the color of my mind." FixQuotes, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-dreamed-in-my-life-dreams-that-have-stayed-15159/. Accessed 2 Feb. 2026.









