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"I have lived most of my life with the conviction that I don't dream, because I never could retrieve a dream"

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Sturgeon’s line lands like a quiet sci-fi premise disguised as confession: what if the dreams are happening, but the evidence keeps evaporating? The “conviction” is doing the heavy lifting. He isn’t claiming a biological fact so much as admitting to a belief he’s built a life around, because memory failed to give him proof. It’s an elegantly untrustworthy syllogism: I can’t retrieve it, therefore it didn’t occur. The sentence exposes how often we treat recall as reality’s passport stamp.

The subtext is less about sleep than about the terror of unrecorded experience. Dreams are the one narrative we all “write” nightly, and Sturgeon frames himself as shut out of that private cinema. For a writer, that’s not just odd; it’s existential. He’s naming a kind of creative deprivation, but also hinting at an alternative: the dreamwork may be there, simply inaccessible. That’s classic Sturgeon, whose fiction keeps circling the unseen interior life, the parts of people society doesn’t validate because they can’t be easily displayed.

Contextually, mid-century speculative writers were obsessed with consciousness, perception, and the slippery borders of selfhood. Freud had mainstreamed dreams as meaning-machines; Sturgeon answers with a cooler, more modern anxiety: what if meaning is happening offscreen, and you have no archive? The quote’s power comes from its plainness. No cosmic metaphors, no melodrama, just the stark logic of a man realizing that memory doesn’t merely report a life - it edits it.

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Theodore Sturgeon (February 26, 1918 - May 8, 1985) was a Writer from USA.

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