"I have long wished to cross the field like a butterfly that has just departed"
About this Quote
"That has just departed" sharpens the image. A butterfly in departure is all transition: it belongs neither fully to where it was nor to where it is going. That fleeting state gives the line its emotional voltage. The speaker is drawn to a moment of release so fresh it still trembles. There is desire here, but not for possession. It is desire for a manner of being, almost for a new physics: to move through space without carrying the usual human burden of history, grief, or surveillance.
As a contemporary Arab poet, al-Sindi often writes under the shadow of constraint, memory, and the body’s exposure to social and political pressure. In that context, the field can read as open land, but also as a charged public space, even a borderland between captivity and selfhood. The butterfly image resists that heaviness without denying it. Its delicacy is the point. Softness becomes a form of defiance.
The line works because it makes freedom feel less like triumph than like exquisite, nearly impossible tact: a passage so gentle it leaves no wound behind.
Quote Details
| Topic | Aesthetic |
|---|---|
| Source | Poem, “The Golden Field,” on Fawzeya Al Sendi website [translated] |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
al-Sindi, Fawziyya. (2026, March 7). I have long wished to cross the field like a butterfly that has just departed. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-long-wished-to-cross-the-field-like-a-185703/
Chicago Style
al-Sindi, Fawziyya. "I have long wished to cross the field like a butterfly that has just departed." FixQuotes. March 7, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-long-wished-to-cross-the-field-like-a-185703/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I have long wished to cross the field like a butterfly that has just departed." FixQuotes, 7 Mar. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-long-wished-to-cross-the-field-like-a-185703/. Accessed 7 Mar. 2026.



