"I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing"
About this Quote
The subtext is hard-won resilience, not positivity. “But through it all” doesn’t erase the pain; it cordons it off, insisting that sorrow can be total without being final. Christie’s “still know quite certainly” is the key phrase. She isn’t claiming happiness is inevitable. She’s claiming knowledge: a conclusion reached and re-reached under pressure, like a detective returning to the one fact that remains when every witness lies.
Context sharpens the line. Christie lived through two world wars, a famously public marital collapse, and the strange episode of her own disappearance, all while building a career devoted to death, fear, and human duplicity. It’s telling that her affirmation is modestly framed: not that life is fair or meaningful, but that “just to be alive” is “a grand thing.” The “just” is doing a lot of work, shrinking the claim so it can survive reality. Grandness, in this sentence, isn’t triumph; it’s endurance with clear eyes.
Quote Details
| Topic | Life |
|---|---|
| Source | Help us find the source |
| Cite |
Citation Formats
APA Style (7th ed.)
Christie, Agatha. (2026, January 15). I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-sometimes-been-wildly-despairingly-acutely-6429/
Chicago Style
Christie, Agatha. "I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-sometimes-been-wildly-despairingly-acutely-6429/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-sometimes-been-wildly-despairingly-acutely-6429/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.






