"I have this terrible dark side to my personality, which playing tennis keeps at bay"
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The specific intent reads like self-defense against the mythology of effortless excellence. Seles wasn’t just a prodigy; she was a lightning rod, scrutinized for her dominance, her sound, her body, her nationality, her everything. Then came the 1993 stabbing, a public trauma that turned her career into a referendum on resilience. Against that backdrop, the line carries extra voltage: the "dark side" could be grief, fear, survivor’s guilt, or the corrosive pressure of being watched while trying to heal. She doesn’t name it, which makes it feel both more private and more relatable.
Subtextually, the quote punctures the neat narrative that sports are purely uplifting. For Seles, tennis is a coping technology: structure, repetition, measurable progress, a place where pain can be translated into action. It’s also an indictment of the cost. When the thing that stabilizes you is also the thing you’re required to perform, rest starts to look less like recovery and more like risk.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Seles, Monica. (2026, January 15). I have this terrible dark side to my personality, which playing tennis keeps at bay. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-this-terrible-dark-side-to-my-personality-151856/
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Seles, Monica. "I have this terrible dark side to my personality, which playing tennis keeps at bay." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-this-terrible-dark-side-to-my-personality-151856/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I have this terrible dark side to my personality, which playing tennis keeps at bay." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-this-terrible-dark-side-to-my-personality-151856/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.



